The Rev Canon J. Francis
Xavier, is an Honourary Associate Pastor of the Parish of St. Columba & All
Hallows, (Anglican Church of Canada), Psychotherapist/Counsellor, (volunteer)
Tamil Eelam Society of Canada and Case Coordinator, Family Service Association
of Toronto. He was invited by the Markham Town Centre to the Inter-Faith
Memorial Service for Tsunami Victims to conduct reflections and prayer and
to St. Michael's Roman Catholic Cathedral, Toronto on Sunday, January 2, 2005.
We give here his reflections which he did in both places and which was much
appreciated and commented upon as very moving and challenging. His philosophy
about prayer-reflection is "to comfort the afflicted and afflict the
comfortable"! He was known to challenge his audience by speaking the truth even
if it hurts.
We are collectively in grief
and agony and as we watch the pictures rolling before our eyes and hear
heartrending commentaries. We watch with deep sorrow and fear bodies of men,
women, children and even babies floating in sea before us. We see faces of
anguish, despair, and horror in Indonesia, Thailand, India, and Sri Lanka, the
islands around India, Tanzania, Kenya, and Somalia. The frightening, dreadful
and deadly tsunami that was triggered by the earthquake miles under the sea of
Southeast Asia has shocked and stunned our senses.
We are gathered together in the name of so many religions with representative of
the respective religions. We are in solidarity with one another and above all
with the 150,000 dead and one third of them children! We are solidarity
with the tens of thousands who are desperately grieving for their dear ones
snatched away by the ruthless giant waves.
I invite you to join with me in singing just five acclamations to an oriental
tune as I call upon the Spirits of dead ones in this cosmic tragedy. I will
intone and call upon the Spirits of the infants and children torn away from
their mothers and fathers; the Spirits of the mothers who struggled to save
their children and were sucked by the angry ways; the fathers struggled to save
their wives and children and lost their hold and taken away by the monster
waves; the Spirits of entire families taken away by the frightful waves and
Spirits of groups of villagers crushed by the giant waves and mercilessly pulled
away. Your responsorial singing to the same tune I would sing shall be:
"Our dear ones, come stand beside us". I thank you for cooperating in
this ritual.
At this moment I wish to remind you of the tsunamis my Tamil community suffered.
In the Mulaithivu region in the northeast of Sri Lanka, I heard that tsunamis
after tsunamis, 27 tsunamis, came one after another each higher than the
previous one and swallowed up the entire beach area where thousands were killed.
This is symbolic to us the Tamil people of Sri Lanka. For the last several years
series of oppressive governments triggered tsunamis after tsunamis that killed
more than 60,000 Tamils and we lost more than 17,000 of our Tamil freedom
fighters. It was interesting to note that many mothers who heard the thunderous
roaring of the sea shouted to their children to run and hide as Kfir bombers of
the Sri Lanka Air Force were coming to bomb us. CNN heard these comments from
the mothers who escaped and related this fact.
I must tell you that even today, we are hit by another awful tsunami, and some
of you would have already heard that thunder. The UN Secretary General Koffie
Annan who wanted to visit all the Tamil areas heavily affected by Tsunami was
blocked by president of Sri Lanka. Can you imagine that he was prevented from
visiting the worst hit areas, to see our funerals and hear our lamentations?
Have you heard of such inhumanity any where in the world? This is an outrage
against our spirits, minds and hearts!!. We are profoundly hurt that such a
tsunami was triggered deliberately by the government against us and this
disdainful act is worse than the angry waves!!!.
My last but one point for our prayerful reflection is that two thousand years
ago a Jewish young man claiming to be the Son of God was hit by the worst of
tsunamis. God's love was manifested in him. But the tsunami of sins triggered by
the bad will of humans crashed him to ignominious death of the cross. We have
seen that tsunami in the Passion of the Christ by Mel Gibson. We saw the horror
of it all done by the Roman imperialism. But the tsunami of our sins could not
succeed in the end for Jesus on the third day overcame death and gave us hope
through the mystery of his resurrection.
In spite of our sorrow and mourning we have hope and no tsunami can drown the
spirit of freedom for the Tamils or for any one of us. We believe that even
those swallowed by ocean are in God's hands. But we have to act on our hope that
God gave us. And that is the last point of my prayerful reflection.
Our action in hope is our responsibility for all peoples. How could there be
Tsunami Warning Signals for rich countries? There are such signals in Hawaii, in
California, in Vancouver, in British Isles and Japan. We have money to make
smart bombs but no money to install Tsunami Warning Signals in the
Indian Ocean? This is a shame and we should as society take up the
responsibility. Further more, yesterday I was at another memorial service in
Mississauga and the venerable and wise elderly lady, the Mayor of Mississauga
said that the victims of tsunami is now 150,000 and still rising but THIRTY
TIMES that number of people are dying every year in the world because of
aides, malnutrition, preventable diseases, poverty and many other social ills
and she said we, all of us have to take responsibility to prevent such a
horrendous killings!.
Please stand as I intone a lamentation in Tamil. I will also play
the cymbal to keep time. This is sung on Good Friday in certain Roman Catholic
Tamil Churches during the Passion play when the statue of the body of Jesus is
taken from the cross, laid on his Mother's lap and later laid in the tomb. The
lamentation is as if it were the words of Mary, His Mother. I
transliterate it to suit the tsunami event. Please bear with me for the tune
itself will be painfully sharp to the emotions and deeply moving. Please close
your eyes and imagine you are in solidarity with those affected by the tsunamis.
Let us for these few moments share in their agony and poignancy.
Oh! My Son what have they
done to you?
Why has this horrible sin of tsunami devastated you and me?
I did not believe when you friends in anguish told me
That they will hang you on the cross!
My Son, My life, why all this to you and to me, why?
Are you now sleeping in the tomb? Speak to me, My Son?
They told me that you would vanquish death and rise again?
My Son, then why are sleeping in this tomb as I weep over you?
Let us rise learning many
lessons from this Act of God on December 26th knowing how vulnerable we are and
how much hopeful and responsible we have to be for one another.
[At Markham Town Centre some of the Sinhalese who
were present met Fr. Xavier and accosted him that it was a shame on him for
using prayer time for politicizing. He turned the question back on them and said
that we all Sri Lankans should be ashamed of our Government that for years hid
from the world the horrible tsunamis it unleashed on the Tamil Nation and today
even blocked Koffie Annan from visiting the worst affected area because it is in
the Tamil region! Shame indeed!] |